Y L E R A C ; The life of the ordinary yet not ordinary girl.

Just 2 days of training and 1 night of chalet.
It nearly took my life! =x

Thursday
Woke up at 6.15am.
Left house at near 6.45am i think.
Took 804 cause raining, else I'd have walked there.
Reached the bus stop and I saw 969 left! OMG
Waited for another 969 to reach.
Around khatib area someone tapped me. I thot is accidentally one.
Turned my head around and I saw 4th auntie.

Reach SPC at around 8.20 going 8.30am.
Couldn't go up cause need obtain pass to go in SPC.
Then one of them super good, took me up leh!
Waited at their meeting room.
Instructor is call Rose.
Rose asked who ask me come so early.
I told her Thomas (the call centre manager).
She told me to go find Thomas for compensation xDDD
Ate KFC for lunch.
Totally no appetite though I'm hungry.
Went back to office around 12+ going 1pm.

Blah blah blah

After that go chalet.
Candy stil at dbg talking t her friends luh -.-
Called ah ben for directions when I reached Pasir Ris.
Lucky Eddie was there.
He told me what bus to take there.

Didn't want to go chalet one.
But Pasir Ris very near Paya Lebar!
So I stayed.
Wahlau. Everywhere also got beetles -.-
Worse than last year's.

Friday
The earliest to wake up.
It was raining and Jason they all couldn't be bothered to even bring everything back to the house -.-

It's also the start of me having running nose ):

Cab to office.
The cab driver super slow =x
9am then reached!
I 9am need to be at office lor!

Totally shag and couldn't concentrate.
Then Rose say she don't know how to teach when my eyes are closed and I'm sleeping.
God bless. Really is God bless de.
Though shag, I managed to learn everything! WOOOOOOO!
So happy! :DDDDDD

But then..
From morning until after work also haven eat.
Rose helped me get a pkt of biscuit. Thank you Rose! :D

Reached tampiness and bought Mac student meal.
Bused back to Yishun.

Homed.
Drank a bowl of soup.
Daddy asked me go withdraw money
But too tired le.
Since is mummy need de, I asked if I can withdraw them tmr =x
So yeaa, she allowed :DD

Went to sleep.
From 8.30pm to just now 12.30pm.
SIXTEEN hours leh! OMG. Lols

So just now went to withdraw money for daddy.
On the way there and on the way back, gastric pain ):
Those super pain de.
And it's those pain which is even worse than my normal gastric pain, PLUS, I rarely get such pain one (except normal one).
That one like can make you from sleepy to energize cause super pain. lols!

So now I'm home and doubt going out today.
Since boyf going watch movie w his friends @ iluma..
I doubt I'd be able to see him tday as well.

I've actually been thinking of this ever since I got home earlier on.
Clique, is what we call.
But no, I realised that we're merely friends.
Nope, not a clique.

Yes, we went through hell lot of things.
But I realised that sometimes, it's the guys whom I know went through more things w me.
Is it me that my attitude is something that made all of you to turn away from you? or is it that because I'm better off w the guys and can click off w th guys better? Well, I don't know.

Nevertheless, I don't think we can ever go back to what we are when we're in secondary school.

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Not to forget that I saw what J told G about what S say when I wanted t meet them for dinner the last time I met them.

S say that she don't want to turn up just because I'm there. I told G that I wanna go home, but yeaa, was drag there instead.

4 years of knowing me liao. FYI, if you're unhappy w me, tell me.
Btw, I doubt you guys see my blog also.

Till then.
No more clique.
Just friends.

Now my turn liao.
Told her to cheer up ytd.
Today my turn.

Super upset.
A couple of minutes more I can act like I waking up to go meet him for breakfast.
But no.
I effing fell asleep.
I stayed up to 6.05am just to have breakfast w him.
I fell asleep.
Do you know how upset I was?
22 months and I've never had breakfast w you before.

Sighs

hello all (:
currently blogging w my nds :D
its so fun yet at th same time hard t use. hahahahahs
maan! this is th first time i'm using other devices t blog. lol xD
so fun luh!

boyf, i so happy now ;D
i managed t blog w nds! ^^

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today wentout w youru t bugis, then iluma then back t bugis junction.
bought th same wallet as her as well.
thanks youru! :D
and now we got th same wallet xD
she bought a locket necklace at th 'bridge' back t bugis junction. if i got money sure buy de luh. it's only 10$ !!

ate some stuffs then trained t yck t get my blazer that i bought. hee
8$ only. bargained w th seller. supposed t be 10$ de, asked if 7$ can not, but she say lowest is only 8$. :D

reached yck at like 5.20+ only. and we're meeting at 6 -.-”
sat at th platform de chair then played 'sally salon'.
had fun playing xD

okay. gtg now.
blog next time :>

I wonder when I will have the money and go BKK with friends.

I feel fucking irritating now.
All the jobs I've been searching either wants experienced if not dont want me.

With candy constantly keep on saying that I owe her a fucking $2k, and keep on saying that if i dont get a fucking job she'll die of working one day. FUCK!

Like I dont want find any jobs? Fucking irritating.
There are so many fucking things I wanna buy ever since I graduate.
But did I? No! I fuckingly did not buy anything okay!

Stil dare say that my wardrobe is full of clothes.
That's fucking funny! Clothes I buy from flea markets, or online or anywhere else, did it end up in my wardrobe?
That's a fucking NO okay!
My clothes, those that I bought are all taken away by candy if not I dont wanna wear them anymore cause I'm fucking fat and I can't wear them anymore!

Seriously pissed off.

Boyf is also another one.
Such a spendthrift.
I'm not even expecting you to buy anything from me okay. Not even flowers! The only time you bought flowers was during last year's valentine's day!
I told you to fold them! Are you?
I doubt so, SERIOUSLY DOUBT SO.
You can't stand me whining to you.
You can't tolerate a lot of things about me.
Then you might as well dont even fucking care about me okay.

Having arguments 2 to 3 days, no, almost everyday, you think I like ah?
You think I wanted it ah?
You stress about exams then I not stressed about life?
You think I'm not worried about not having a job?
Earning peanuts in five/ten years down the road?!

Today supposed to have a pleasant meal.
How did it end up to?
Utterly disappointed by what you said today.

Yes I know I'm fucking useless okay.
i can't fucking study and I can't go anywhere better than anyone out on the streets!
Even vietnamese brides are way better than me!
They can cook, wash clothes, mop the floor and do everything else but I DON'T!
I'M JUST NOTHING BUT A JUNK!

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FCUKING PISSED OFF!